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No Tricks · Day 3 · Saturday, October 3 · Look Back

Look Back.
Week one.

Two days in. What I said I’d do, what I did.

Oct 1Oct 31 · 48
A kitchen cabinet: protein cereal, peanut butter, mixed nuts, almonds, a jar of pickles.
FuelSunrise/sunset liquids/solids: Intermittent fasting or scarcity planning?Day one
A selfie at night on the train platform, gold Drexel hoodie, the departures board overhead.
WriteThis ends in a complete dissertation and March defense. Full stop. Let's fucking go.Day two
Looking straight down at a barbell on the gym floor, white sneakers either side of it, the gym's name on the mat.
RunBuilding back my base with the deadlift bar.Day two, 10:53pm
Said vs. did

Thursday and Friday.

Run
What I said

Thu: “keep calisthenics in mind for tonight.”

Fri, 5pm: “Today that’s completing a gym visit.”

What I did

Thu: no calisthenics.

Fri: Friday Night Firefight, 9:56–10:55pm, six lifts. 2.8 miles walked to and from the train.

Fuel
What I said

Thu, 10:15am: “sunrise/sunset is our feeding (FEED) -ing schedule.”

What I did

Kept it both days, and since.

Fri, before the gym: FEED, a protein bar, caffeine and creatine.

Write
What I said

Fri: “This ends in a complete dissertation and March defense.”

What I did

No dissertation writing either day. The October 19 status report stands.

Saturday and Sunday are planning days: Strategy Saturday, then the Sunday session that sets the week. They aren’t counted.

Coach’s Note, the week

*Two days on the record. Fuel held both. Run moved once: Friday’s line at 5pm was “completing a gym visit,” and the last deadlift set was logged at 10:55pm. Write didn’t move. Thursday’s gate was a shower, getting dressed, and the walk to Wawa; none of it happened.

In my words · Monday, October 5

How’d I do?

Thursday we started in emergency mode, so nothing got done done except worry.

Friday was tough, fighting anxiety, but I made it with a lot of self-coaching and “completing the next thing.” Good workout; next time I’ll take an earlier train. I felt good about the pre-workout meal sitch.

I kept and have been keeping sunrise/sunset even when uncomfortable. That’s one thing I’ll stick to.