We get
to choose.

538a We get to choose

Our own adventure so choose. It hurts it’s heavy but choose and let’s go. I don’t want it to be like this on my birthday. So start today. It’s going to be very difficult life is that way so start today. OK? No I do not know what that means pick a target and execute let’s go check back here at sunrise that’s 726a see you then.

740a You cleared it

Good. What’s the next one? <- You went on immediately -> It is right in the company name ok that’s fair. Coffee will be ready, VitaMix is ready. Don’t rush it have feed wash the bucket.

1001a How ya feelin’, champion?

Just keep it squeezing toward that deliverable remember to pinch it off this isn’t the whole stroke this is about that crosswalk and that intro. The experiment bits are for the dissertation not for the committee they’ll care about the lit review and … fine f*uck it What Comes Next for your research re: Nov 19 forward. Keep the focus on complete dissertation not you jerking yourself off all over the globe complete dissertation March defense everything else is Appendix and future research can you dig it.

I knew that you could

959p Thirty years later

You remember the events of your eighteens and twenties with clarity and in the correct order and with the proper sense of perspective and ability to see things from the other parties’ perspective at the time.

I do not recommend this.

when did you start telling yourself that you couldn’t

1117p This is what happens when you only text women

^ I feel good about this actually. What day is this again?

1159p Don’t be fatuous

You haven’t even seen that movie your point was don’t wait until midnight to make a point and now it’s midnight and your point still has not been made -- and now you’ve lost it because you suck that’s it: Be Audacious no none of this sh*it makes any sense yes all of this is quite silly however Belief in how F*ucking Ridiculous all of this is makes us Audacious. So. Be Audacious.

Idk put it somewhere sh*it.

231a Birthday Plan

• Workout Wawa
• watch Obsession dassit Merry Christmas Happy 4th of July

I hope you happy with your birthday bean pie

“…and I can save my bloviating for future research.”

419a What’s the plan?

Because you could just finish this and send it but you would never do that, however if you don’t identify a stop point you will iterate into oblivion. This is a first pass think of it that way yes it’s important your life doesn’t hinge on it the plan is for them to come back with feedback to whatever you submit not for what you submit to be the end of your life please keep this in mind. You haven’t answered the question I will note.

Midnight Thursday going into Friday <- why is this a unit of time

Just send that sh*it otherwise you’ll f*uck around. There’s your Pencils Down time. Wrap this sh*it up. WRAP IT UP B!

443a OK right wait

So then Pencils Down for the day which you are staring at becomes cut off for this then I think. So this one cuts at 7a. I can get into that just make it around sunrise also f*ucking go to sleep at some point give it a shot OK so that’s the thing for the rest of this cut these at sunrise I’m super duper into it like a hierarchical-Bayes prior

See? Now shut the f*uck up. Come back Nov 12 to complete this action. Reserve Taskers before that (is that math right? Yes number of business days that’s dumb OK)

if you keep telling yourself what it’s not, you’re going to lose sight of what it is

707p B*itch you are not thoughtful and poetic.

I’m willing to work on straight insults however the slander continues. So. Fix your face. I think the point was Pencils Down to cut this so it’s not “Wednesday” anymore after this other wise blah blah blah so post this one I think you already did yesterday f*ucking pictures Reels idk why are you still typing