*

This is
enough.

Make an effort to enjoy.

In my words · Friday, 5:45pm

I think

545p I think

The challenge here has been in trying to make a production of something that is just time passing. Though I guess I am writing a dissertation on observing something that is just time passing. There’s something there and I don’t care.

I guess just this.

If the message is this is enough anything above this is icing, heard. This is enough.

I always pick off the icing.

In my words · Friday, 8:05pm

Hard swallows

805p Hard swallows

3p tomorrow then gym get a cookie get on the train come back here. Clean yourself up first. Happy birthday.

“no I didn’t buy a single matinee movie ticket for my birthday, I transferred money out of SAVINGS to buy a single matinee movie ticket for my birthday”

In my words · Friday, 9:22pm

Work ‘til Midnight then Pencils Down

922p Work ‘til Midnight then Pencils Down

In case you lose this line of thinking what you were saying is you need to refine Group Chat, essentially with a narrowed focus which I think…yep check the Time article when you remember this part I think they’re the same thing and this is the in for THE NAM. Don’t hunt it down right now look this up later when you need something encouraging. The device will tell you HA HIGHLIGHT IT SO IT WILL BRING IT UP IN YOUR LOOK BACK YOU’RE NOT FRESH

In my words · Friday, 10:54pm

Pre Pivot Session

1054p Pre Pivot Session

You were saying four goals in country overall goal “Do Not Fucking Die” next

  • Dissertation
  • Language Learn
  • Physical — Train off this bullshit get set up for 2027

That’ll do ‘er I think add one more makes three if language learn we’re handling as a Do or Die up against dissertation defense (let’s) where we’re thanking faculty and telling the cohort to fuck themselves in Vietnamese. We’ll refine that one. Not a lot. Maybe not “fuck yourselves” maybe “my sincerest hope is that you in the near future engage in enthusiastic and rambunctious self-gratification actions the sheer velocity of which nearly dislocates an elbow” in Vietnamese. Then I’d know how to say “elbow” in Vietnamese and that feels like a fungible asset.

In my words · Friday, 11:29pm

You’re not done

1129p You’re not done

Is the overall point of all of this I think. If we weren’t right here right now we’d be somewhere else worse and that’s facts: Somewhere else WORSE regardless of timeline.

So buckle up Splat just said its half hour to Pencils Down and that’s live.

In my words · Saturday, 12:17am

Just noting you observing a Pencils Down

1217a Just noting you observing a Pencils Down

For once carry on.

In my words · Saturday, 1:37am

That’s why we Pencils Down

137a That’s why we Pencils Down

So your mind will stop. Now watch the movie.

Note for present company (wait is this a Note to Self…it’s like a data pull request nvm) anyway the point (see you lost it ass) GEORGETOWN thank you that was the note identify Georgetown era things I need to remember whose Marketing classes I flunked out of I’m so fucking smart I don’t actually think I got to Marketing at Georgetown I remember bleeding through the eyes in Stats and yoga at the Opening Residency where I found out what EBITDA was and that it was something I should be more familiar with I have lost my point entirely MARKETING YES I think it’s much more failing at C-E than failing at Georgetown though larger point neither have shit to do with the amount of DICK you are….okay I think we should stop typing now back to Pencils Down

(DICK!)

(LOOK AT IT!!!!!!) <- this is where you did a dick dance I dare you to post it you won’t this has gone off the rails

In my words · Saturday, 2:03am

This is a much more reasonable Pencils Down

203a This is a much more reasonable Pencils Down

NOW watch the movie FUCK

Coach’s Note

*5:45pm: this is enough. 8:05pm: tomorrow’s plan, three o’clock. 9:22pm: Group Chat, saved for the Look Back. 10:54pm: the goals in country. 11:29pm: you’re not done. 12:17am: a Pencils Down, observed. 2:03am: the movie.